Orbiting the Abyss

A friend made a remark last night, "You never write about who you really are" He said. So I felt that it was time for the reveal as it were.

In order to really know me, you must first understand WHAT I am and where I come from. For years, I was a traveler...I never stayed in a country for more than a year consecutively, until I moved here. I have now lived here for 10 years, and have only been out of the state 8 times. So I find that, because my work keeps me here most of the time, my universe has been growing smaller.

Now all I can do to keep the walls of eternity at bay is to write about what lies beyond them. One of those things is now the interest of my life, someone who can read these words, and has never been closer to my soul. She writes like she knows everything that lies in my heart, and yet she only knows me through this medium.

I write not only to save myself however, I also write so that she may come to know me in a deeper sense than that which she has already been exposed to through chat. This woman who teaches to so many, and shares her words with the universe...she has become a driving force in my life.

So now my soul has formed a balance between my working life, and my drive to talk to her...

And that is who I am...At least most of the time...Ciao.